...

Sunken in my chest is a lonely bag of blood that once

was a pulsating vibe of love.

Smh, honestly dont know what happened or why i thought

love was the road for me again.

It was just another opportunity for djay to

be hurt again.

Its funny how someone can tell u the world is yours

as they lock u in an imaginary life and

bond you with lies.

Truly there are no hard feeling, i just have no feeling now.

Believe me thats worst.

What do I do know. I dont know.

I cant make anymore plans because all the ones

from the past have been burnt and demolished.

I wish i cud turn back the hands of time but then

again i dont because i might have to relive those

agonizing minutes, hours, days, years that

added to killin me in so many ways.

I want to move on but everyday gets alil more painful

and my heart a lil more distant.

I trust love NOT.

Everytime we hooked up it hurt me.

Now its killing me.

Is it bad to want to die? Its bound to happen anyway right...