Thursday, July 30, 2009

You never know how much someone means to you until they are gone.
Accept when you lose them twice. As hard as it is to say sorry I find it mandatory now.
Realizing I'm not the most easiest person to get along with and not the nicest person
in the world. I have come a long way and see better in my future. But not better alone.

I've never felt a love or connection like the one i have with you. I would do anything for you
and knowing that there is nothing I can do now kills me inside.

I said a lot of things yesterday and they changed nothing. The thing that hurt the most was finding out you have no faith in me changing and becoming a better person.

That hurt a lot. But no worries, I believe in me and that's enough for now.

I haven't spoke a word since i last spoke to you. That's a new thing for me. I want to let you have whatever you want even if its not what i want. Most of all i don't want things to be the way they use to be. I want something better than either of us has ever experienced. I just hope that when this period is over I will have the opportunity to hold you in my arms again.

I'm not one to beg, but i begged you. that didn't work.
Now all i can do is wait and try to live my life without my HEART.

I have nothing left inside to share, whenever love brings you back my way
I'll rejoice because my happiness is in you.
I'm sorry.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Remember Julia Childs??

I remember watching the food network and seeing Julia Childs
cooking and laughing all through her shows.
She past away not to many years ago, but is yet remembered as a chef legend.

Now they have one of the world's best actresses playing her in a movie.
Meryl Streep as Julia Childs and Amy Adams as Julie in Julie & Julia.
Seems like a pretty cool movie.
Amy Adams has been sneaking up on us, but i think she is making her way to being on Meryl's level of Acting Expertise.

Check out the trailer its pretty kool:

Nordstrom You Slay Me

Shots from Nordstroms 2008 Spring Ad.

Suit (check) Tie (check) Shoes (check)


My best friend put me on to this movie and boy was it a good one.
The cast was perfect and they executed the movie extremely well.
The cast includes:

Meryl Streep

Viola Davis (who got her role over Oprah's audition!),

Amy Adams

and Phillip Seymour Hoffman.

Outstanding movie I urge you guys to go see it, if you haven't already.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Im Ok Wit It

Solange i enjoy ur new haircut. but i definitely think u can use a shape up.

keep looks nice and fresh.
Now as for Michelle Obama...
uhhhh not so much

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

New Shots

check out the shots and tell me what yall think

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Carmen Carmen Carmen

Second day of photo shooting and it was as amazing
as the first day.

Theodore Urban & my self now had the pleasure of shooting
the young & beautiful CARMEN!

Kind of a ground breaking shoot for her and we hope to see
much more from her in the future.

First we shot in a demolition area and then
on to the beach. The scenery and her look
made it all surreal!

these are sneak peak shots!

The Photo Shoots keep coming
and the magic is continually made.

Thanx Carmen!

Contact info for the
Stoic Audacity Team:

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Flash Back!!!!!

What you guys no about Slum Village!!!????


Theodore Urban & Myself did a photo shoot yesterday
with The extremely Awesome Kidear!!
A cool new artist with fantastic style.

Here are some of the shots.
Lemme know how you guys feel about em.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Thursday, July 9, 2009

I Can't Do IT

I have come to a point where I can only
believe that trust is a fiction word.
Every relationship I have been in has ended
based on someone cheating or lying.

Every person i know that has been in a relationship has
giving me story after story about
how the person or persons they are with
have been cheating on them or they cheating on them.

So many men have babies outside of their marriages, women sneaking off with
guys that have more money than their right now guy.
Cheating because the one your with doesn't
satisfy you the way this other person does.

The list goes on and on, but I speak for the loyal person.
How many times can you look my in my eyes and hurt me
with your lies. Where is your heart, where is your consciences,
where is your compassion, where is your LOYALTY.

Its sad to walk this road because I can never give myself totally to anyone
knowing that 99 percent of the people that have
crossed this path has lost trust in my eyes.

They don't deserve love or respect or commitment, but at the same right
obviously I don't either. If i cant love you because of your lies, I can never be loved
because the wall called Trust its thicker than the borders of love.

I can only wait for TRUE LOVE to prevail. until then
I trust not because I can not......

Sunday, July 5, 2009

High School Days

I remember watching Bet at midnight
suppose to be in bed for school the next day.
These videos would come on and
i would be in heaven lol
on the phone jonesin.
You Guys remember the early 2000's?

Yes Mr. Hudson

I first heard Mr. Hudson on a colabo song he did with
I was fascinated with his tone and
He also has a pretty cool look.
not the norm and that's
why i support em.
Excellent music
Check it out.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Best Looking Celeb Couple

Kim Kardashian & Reggie Bush

These two are a great match
I believe.

Today its hard to walk down the street and see a couple
where both lovers are equally beautiful.

I'm happy for them and their union.

Although, knowing Kim and her "fast"
moves I hope this is a long term union.

Happy nevertheless lol.

Dance Your Ass Off!!!! Literally

Finally a show where people can lose weight and
have fun doing it!

I hope it stays on for years
America needs this.

Catch the show on Monday nights at 10 pm
on the Oxygen Channel.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

The End Of The World 2012

So I can't wait to see this. I love movies like this
so much desruction and chaos lol.
It comes out in November
Lets all go see it!!!!