Thursday, July 30, 2009

You never know how much someone means to you until they are gone.
Accept when you lose them twice. As hard as it is to say sorry I find it mandatory now.
Realizing I'm not the most easiest person to get along with and not the nicest person
in the world. I have come a long way and see better in my future. But not better alone.

I've never felt a love or connection like the one i have with you. I would do anything for you
and knowing that there is nothing I can do now kills me inside.

I said a lot of things yesterday and they changed nothing. The thing that hurt the most was finding out you have no faith in me changing and becoming a better person.

That hurt a lot. But no worries, I believe in me and that's enough for now.

I haven't spoke a word since i last spoke to you. That's a new thing for me. I want to let you have whatever you want even if its not what i want. Most of all i don't want things to be the way they use to be. I want something better than either of us has ever experienced. I just hope that when this period is over I will have the opportunity to hold you in my arms again.

I'm not one to beg, but i begged you. that didn't work.
Now all i can do is wait and try to live my life without my HEART.

I have nothing left inside to share, whenever love brings you back my way
I'll rejoice because my happiness is in you.
I'm sorry.

1 comment:

Theodore said...

Love is such a powerful thing.
I will never hold it from someone i feel so passionately for.
Its just temporary.
but what i have will
always last forever!