ARE YOU KIDDING ME..

You never know how much someone means to you until they are gone.

Accept when you lose them twice. As hard as it is to say sorry I find it mandatory now.

Realizing I'm not the most easiest person to get along with and not the nicest person

in the world. I have come a long way and see better in my future. But not better alone.

I've never felt a love or connection like the one i have with you. I would do anything for you

and knowing that there is nothing I can do now kills me inside.

I said a lot of things yesterday and they changed nothing. The thing that hurt the most was finding out you have no faith in me changing and becoming a better person.

That hurt a lot. But no worries, I believe in me and that's enough for now.

I haven't spoke a word since i last spoke to you. That's a new thing for me. I want to let you have whatever you want even if its not what i want. Most of all i don't want things to be the way they use to be. I want something better than either of us has ever experienced. I just hope that when this period is over I will have the opportunity to hold you in my arms again.

I'm not one to beg, but i begged you. that didn't work.

Now all i can do is wait and try to live my life without my HEART.

I have nothing left inside to share, whenever love brings you back my way

I'll rejoice because my happiness is in you.

I'm sorry.